I feel so pointless right now. Any reason why I should get up in time for anything tomorrow morning?

because you ARE worth it even if this guy doesnt seem like he cares im sure he does maybe he felt awkward around you after being away for awhile. ive been a manic depressive for 10 years and cut myself for 6 what stopped me was honestly a scare involving a lot of drugs and alot of razors i was also on probation so they put me in therapy. i know this is tered but im nervous and im worried for you i honestly have been here before and i want you to trust me on this you want to live and breathe and to see tomorrow and prove to everyone that you are worth it i know this is effin weird but i love you and you are right your family and friends and this guy deffinitly would miss a huge part in there lives if you werent here tomorrow i wish you luck and what helps me know when i feel like hurting myself is to sit in a safe room and cry cry cry cry until this feeling goes away even if it takes hours it will go away